Random Thoughts

It's been over a week (eight days to be exact) since I last wrote.  I thought a lot about writing, I made a mental list of topics (most of which have left my mind)  But I didn't put them to paper or on screen.  I kept waiting for opportunity, kept trying to get all the ducks lined up. In the meantime, I think opportunity passes me by, time passes me by, when I should be creating opportunities.  And about those ducks, I don't even know exactly which ones I should be lining up.

Thoughts swirling around in my head:

• What if I want to do something creative?  Not get back into the corporate world.  How would that work?  How would I break into it?  Could I make enough?  What would my loved ones think?
• I hate Facebook.  I hate having to use Facebook because it's the only means to communicate about something, or the only way to communicate about something in English
• I worked from the time I got up at 4:30 a.m. to 1 p.m.  Pretty tired, and it's only mid-day
• My craving for sweets, especially chocolate, seems less strong.  Maybe my sweet tooth is finally subsiding!!!  I'm going to continue keeping desserts as a weekend treat
• I am tired of deciding what my next purse should be because I have limited myself to only brands that do not or only depreciate a little, and they are very expensive and not the most functional
• Back to bullet one...I am both excited by the idea that I can do something that interests me for a living and that maybe I have finally found something I want to do, but I have so many doubts.  Not the least of which is "what would people think?"  By people I mean certain people
• I'll end this post by promising to post again tomorrow, with whatever is in my head